THIS PAST WEEKEND WAS SO FRUSTRATING AND STRESSFUL WHICH MY MARRIAGE IS JUST FALLING APART. SUDDENLY AFTER NOT SEEING MY MOTHER's FACE 20 YEARS SHE SENT ME A BIRTHDAY LETTER TO EXPRESS SHE'S LOVED ME ALWAYS AND IT REALLY EASED MY INNER SOUL LIKE NO OTHER. KIDS TODAY DON'T REALIZE WE AS PARENTS HAVE THE BIGGEST RESPONSIBILITY TO SEE THAT THEY GO OUT BE BETTER THAN US. MY MOTHER AND I WAS NEVER CLOSE DUE TO THE UPBRINGING WITH HER PARENTS AND OTHER ISSUES THAT INVOLVES PARENTS. MY MOTHER ALSO SHOCKED ME WHEN I LEARNED THAT SHE'S AN ORDAIN MINISTER SO HERE I AM BEIN AN HEIR TO MY GREAT GRANDFATHERS WHO WERE PREACHER AND NOW I'M A SON OF A PREACHERWOMAN. BUT THE EVIL SPIRIT HAS MY MIND SO SCREWED UP WITH MY MARRIAGE LOOKING SO UNREPAIRABLE THAT I'VE DECIDED TO GO INTO EXILE FROM THE TAGGED AND MYSPACE WORLDS UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE. I PLAN TO APPEAR ONE LAST SHOW AT GOUGE's 2ND ANNIVERSARY SHOW TO REFEREE AND MAYBE THOSE LUCKY WASHINGTONIANS WHO'LL HAVE THE TIME TO SPEND TIME WITH HIM WHEN HE VACATIONS THE D.C. AREA COMING REAL SOON. THIS SITUATION HAS PUT ME BACK INTO PERSPECTIVE AND HOW I WANT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOM WHICH IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME AND MY FUTURE. SO TO ALL YOU INDIVIDUALS WHO 'S CARRIED A GRUDGE AGAINST YOUR PARENTS SHOULD THINK ABOUT IS IT WORTH IT BEEFING WITH THE SAME PEOPLE WHO GAVE YOU LIFE CAUSE ONCE THAT SUPPORT LEAVES YOU IT'S A VOID THAT'LL NEVER REST UNTIL YOU SQUASH THE BEEF WITH YOUR PARENTS AND YOURSELF.
Courtesy of Joyce's Dream Publishing.....Copyright 2008 originally written and published 5/22/2010
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