THE DEPRESSION CONFESSION originally posted 8/13/2014

"After the death of my mother I discovered she had mental illness during her time with the FBI which explains our dreaded relationship. Now I feel it's an Inheritary disease especially in the Hollins family that's not addressed at all. I've lived with this mental illness disease under my own terms and fuck the medicines. In 2002 I suffered a minor mental breakdown and I was prescribed several different meds and it literally destroyed my life but I BOUNCE BACK and I've dealt with it alone and don't need family or anyone who'll do nothing but play games which I don't need. People always suggest that I need a support group but what good is that when the counselors aren't recovered themselves or they don't understand your situation. Today at my age I have dealt with my depression better than the past because I learn to stay away from people and stay closer to God. The world is a masquerade because people change just by removing their mask of who they are so who wants that around you? So I hope now you FULLY understand when I tell you that you literally don't know me but God knows."